I am admittedly the worse person when it comes to maintaining websites. I get frustrated and discouraged easily, but I added that world map widget in an effort to try to keep up my spirits. The thing is I do get excited when I see another new star, but more importantly, I am extremely curious about the people reading my writing. Do you only visit once? Does what I write speak to you? I have no idea, and I wonder if I should keep writing. You should know my brain is constantly buzzing with ideas. However, I need to write things I feel are true, but truth for one person isn't necessarily truth for another. Now, I could potentially publish every thought process I have, but it would get very weird, very quickly and probably be mostly disjointed. It takes some time for me to pull the pieces together and decide that what I am saying is part of my truth. The most unfortunate thing for me is I tend to do my best thinking, when I'm very busy doing something else. The problem with that is, if I don't write it down immediately I can't get back to the flow I was in and if I try to write it later, it comes out as incoherent garbage. It drives me crazy to have so many unfinished works dying in my computer. I'm also a perfectionist, which makes it next to impossible for me to be completely happy with anything I write. So, what am I doing? I'm trying very hard to overcome the failings that prevent me from doing something I think might actually be right for me. Wish me luck. :)
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